Holy Crapwinkies!

My girlfriend, Morgan, came over on Saturday to hang out and chat. I have to say, I love love love Morgan! I was in my pj's the whole time, worked on baby projects, and chatted with her. There was no obligation to 'do something' or go anywhere. My only complaint as the time went so incredibly fast that it was time for her to go home and make dinner before we knew it!!! So, we were talking about the baby, etc and I said something to the effect of "I'll be 30 weeks pregnant on Monday which means she could be here in 5 weeks and not have to go to the NICU right after she's born." I kind of trailed off mid-sentence and Morgan started laughing, "It just hit you that you're actually having a baby, didn't it?!!" She was right. I mean, of course I've had ultrasounds, Carolyn kicks and tumbles around like crazy, I've bought little outfits for her, a crib, etc.. But that sentence, something about the fact that in 5 weeks she could come without any drama... Wow!!!

As if I needed further tangible proof to drive the reality home, we bought diapers today. Wow.. Diapers for a little bum.... Diapers which I will change.. After feeding my daughter... I'm having a baby... Wow....